this sucks

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Tonight has been a bit of a crazy night. I got so emotionally exhausted in the span of 30 minutes, it took such a toll on my physical level-of-tiredness. So now, I'm just s p e n t. I wonder how people can rant for long periods of time, coz' damn, by the end of it, I just want to collapse. SO MANY FEELINGS; exasperated, frustrated, confused, helpless. HOW CAN I- I CAN'T- I have no words.

I haven't felt this shitty in a (relatively) long while. Am I even surprised about what who has been the cause of it? No, not at all. I'm not blaming anyone; just putting it out there that feeling this shitty sucks.

I gave in this time. ｜−・;） Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

P.S. psa (シ_ _)シ I didn't mean for the first two posts of the new blog to be sort of angsty or sad or just be plain anywhere in the negative realm, but that's the way it turned out to be ):