dream \ˈdrēm\

This post is called dreams, in memory of the dreams I left behind or the ones I have put on hold. Or the ones I couldn't bring myself to put in the effort to pursue, but I guess that means they wouldn't be counted as my dreams. Perhaps they all fall under that category.

It is not meant to be a sad post. I think it's just a list.

through his eyes

"I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world." John 16:33

You've told me so much in the span of such a short time and addressed so many of my fears, concerns and apprehensions. It's been a spiritually, mentally and emotionally tough week. Thank you, Lord, for your bottom line tonight. Everything I do, I do for Your eyes only.

Choose to love, choose to forgive, choose to be happy, choose to surrender everything to Him

♫ hallelujah / god in me / amazed / oceans where feet may fail / at the cross / you said

update numero uno /warning: incoherent/

The weather has been gloomy today, rain ~falling slowly, drip, drop, drive me insane~ I finally sort of have a short breather today to write again about my boring life which I think about often. I wish there was a typewriter in my head that could capture all my thoughts on-the-go.

School has been really hectic and on top of yfc stuff, haven't had much time to just sit down and consolidate, it's been like go go go!!! I think it doesn't help that I end really late on 3 out of my 4 school days. M 5PM, T 7:30PM, W 8PM, TH 7:30PM (T＿T)

Speaking of which, I'm actually taking 24 AUs right now, which means SEVEN modules, so that's pretty crazy in itself. The usual maximum load is 20, but people usually don't go past 18. I'm trying to make up for the bad decisions I made last semester but I'm just hoping it doesn't backfire on me ⊙﹏⊙ Like taking so many modules now so my final year won't be too busy but then, you know, ending up failing this semester because I can't cope with the larger work load. I'm really hoping that does not happen.

24 / 8: Stake For The Nation & Mama's company family day

25 / 8: Core household

26 / 8: Meet up with Jon Cheong

27 / 8: Miguel's birthday

28 / 8: West Youth Camp meeting

29 / 8: Nothing extra but I end class at 7:30, boo D:

30 / 8: Free day, yay yippee yehey 〜(￣▽￣〜)  & chapter household 

31 / 8: Discovery camp dry run & JT's debut

01 / 9: Kuya Edmar's birthday

02 / 9: Mama's birthday

03 / 9: Discovery camp dry run

So on top of all those, making time for friends and family and yfc service and a talk to prepare for and an event to host, I had two big presentations in school. Ok, actually three, because all that happened within the span of one week. It may not seem like much, but believe me, it's no joke. Praise God I made it through ALL that, honestly don't know how I could have done it without Him.